unpredictable beyond belief

I'm ready to make a change in myself, in the world. It may take awhile, but I've got this. I mind is a terrible thing to waste... ready, set, go.

Saying my goodbyes…

I never realized how much I took everyone and everything for granted. I have way too many amazing people surrounding me in my life and I never even thought twice about it. I’ve been spending these past few weeks with people I love. Sharing last minute moments with them has made me realize that I’m so unbelievably blessed. There are even people that I was never really close to that I’m starting to know I’m going to miss. I’m just praying to God that I have fun at Tech. I want to fit in, I want to find my place and I want to make a difference. I know I’m going to miss everyone, that’s a natural feeling and I realize that, but I don’t want to be so consumed as to how much I miss everything in Austin that I don’t take advantage of my time in Lubbock. I know my friends will still love me and I know that we’re all going to change, but in the end everything is going to be okay. We’re all still going to be attached to one another’s hip and sure, we’re going to make new friends, but no one will ever replace the ones I have now. If any of you are reading this, I love each and every one of you so much. You all have a place in my heart. I will always and I sincerely mean, always be here for you guys. If you ever need anything, PLEASE call me. I love to talk, you all know that. I want y’all to be able to talk to me like y’all were before. And one thing I am going to leave you with… I will never change. I will always be the crazy ass friend you can come to if you are ever needing to feel like you’re five years old again and I mean that.

God bless each and all of you.

You mean the world to me and you’re going to rock whatever you do.

<3

Dan (talking about the Great Hall scene): This is a great scene, especially ‘cause I’ve got some great lines in this scene.

Interviewer: Give me some?

Dan: Snape has been going on about how they’ve put some exhaustive defensive strategies to stop Harry from coming in, so my line is, “it seems despite your exhaustive defensive strategies, you still have a bit of a security problem, headmaster.” Turn around, door opens, cavalry comes in, turn back, “…and I’m afraid it’s quite extensive.” It’s great, you know?

(Source: pottyandweasel, via iambothsadandsad)

Loner girl

Note to self: Sitting in a dorm room alone during orientation makes me a little sad. Never again.

A new chapter

Sitting in this dorm room for orientation is starting to build up my nerves for college a lot more than I had expected. I never thought I would miss the life I’m leaving behind to move up to Lubbock and start school at Tech in the fall. The more I think about it though, I am going to miss Austin. Not necessarily high school, but definitely the people I have shared my life with. My friends, my family, my dog, my bed… everything. I am looking forward to starting a new chapter though. I’m looking forward to having a clean slate, meeting new people and getting to be myself. I know that these next four years of my life are going to be amazing and I am truly thankful for everything that I have and know that will be coming my way. More than anything though, I’m going to miss my dad. He is my everything. He does everything for me and I know he would sacrifice absolutely anything to make me happy. I could not appreciate him more and the sad thing is, I’m just now realizing how much he means to me. I think everyday of how broken I would be if me and his relationship were to fall apart and knowing how badly it would hurt me… I’m taking the relationship we have and making it even stronger than it already is. He honestly is the best thing in my life. I love you, Bobby.

Goodnight Tumblr peeps—long day ahead tomorrow.

Mwah!